Stage 4

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Warm rains fall - or are these tears?  Sometimes its hard to tell.

Thoughts invaded by my fears, I guess it’s just as well.


She sways over the azure sea - mist sways through willows.

What powers twist the winds ‘round me?  What timbers shrink below?


Waves of emotion wear away the base, I hope they understand

I can’t force another smile on my face - or calm my trembling hand.


Memories play a cruel game,  a brief romance long past.

Embracing, racing by the same.  I want I hope won’t last.


Perhaps there’s only one more stage, some try and diagnose.

They say it happens “at your age,” I just can’t name the loss.


Waves of emotion wear away the base, I hope they understand

I can’t force another smile on my face - or calm my trembling hand.


Warm winds whisper to my soul, a murmured passing bell.

Drifting, swaying, no control - I guess it’s just as well.


Stephen’s Reason, 2006